Monday, September 17, 2012

The big update

It's been so long since I wrote an update and there is much to say. Lochlan is doing absolutely wonderful. Gosh I LOVE that kid! He makes me smile so many times throughout the day.

I will start with what is most current:

Lochlan has been showing a little bit of interest in potty training lately. Prior to bathtime tonight, Abby went, and then Lochlan said "me pee too." I told him that I didn't have the potty seat (he'd already been on the potty 2 times today with no results and to be honest, I just wanted to get the bath going and get them to bed!) Well now, Loch had different plans. He said "ok." And went downstairs, into the bathroom, opened the cupboard, brought the potty seat back upstairs (we have like 14 stairs) put it on the toilet, pulled his pants down and I helped him up onto the seat. Next thing you know, I heard a tinkle! What? I was so excited I thought maybe I was imagining it but no, Lochlan grinned and peed some more and we celebrated!!!!! High fives all around!!!! So we'll see. It's definitely been him getting things going. I haven't pushed for it. It wasn't really on my radar. At least not right now. Maybe early next year...but I wasn't really thinking about it.  I do think I'll get a small potty seat that sits on the floor though. Lochlan's legs don't touch the stool and he needs that to well, you know. I have to stack about 5 or 6 books under his feet. So it would be better for him to get a special seat until he grows a bit bigger. Although he does have a mind of his own these days and may decide he wants the big boy seat!!

He's been giving us some grief lately over clothing choices. Quite frankly, it's driving me nuts!!! Every morning it's a challenge to get him dressed. He always wants to wear shorts and it's been getting cooler out weatherwise. And then when we finally do get him to put something on, he wants to change it to something else. But if we change it, he wants what he had on. And it's just not a fun game at all.
This is actually a shirt he put on himself as shorts.

It's the same with jammies. I know it's his way of asserting himself and making his own decisions but gah, I'm so over it!

I agreed to have Lochlan be part of a special study called the Bayley Assesment - it's a database basically of knowledge on development for micro preemies. It will let other families know of the percentage of children that are born prematurely where they can expect them to be at 18 months to 2 1/2 years old. Lochlan blew the study out of the water. He is above average in a lot of areas. (especially in the talking!)  It took a while to get started (I remember that being a big concern of ours early on) but since he started, he's just really taken off. Most of what he speaks is 3 and 4 words at a time. So complete sentences but perhaps missing the "I".  I should really take more video. I feel like both Abby and Lochlan are growing up so super fast.

Speaking of Abby, she started kindergarten this month. Eek! She is loving it. She only goes 2-3 days a week. But she would love to go every day! She wakes up and asks me if she has school today. And then kinda drops her head when I tell her no. So cute.  And she has homework (3 books to read) and she's super proud to do it.

We met with the ear doctor and he has a little bit of fluid still in his one ear. Loch ended up going for an x-ray to check his adenoids. I had mentioned that he sometimes snores or breathes heavy when he sleeps. Turns out he does have enlarged adenoids and they may need to be removed. (we will find out in November) Also found out at that appointment that he is tongue tied. We had no idea. And considering he speaks so well, it hasn't slowed him down one bit. But yes, if you ask him to stick his tongue out, he can't really do it. If he does go for the adenoid surgery, while he's there, they would snip under his tongue or do whatever it is they do to fix it. If not, it's not a big deal and we'll just see if it ends up affecting his speech.

He now weighs 24.5 pounds, is 33.5 inches tall, has a 48 cm head circumference, and is a dancing machine!!!  We watched the Justin Bieber movie recently, and Abby and Lochlan were just givin' er! Loved it!

Over the summer we enjoyed going to the zoo, swimming in our pool, watching Abby play soccer, (already Lochlan is showing interest in playing too and is really good at keeping up with and kicking the soccer ball) and just enjoying eachother's company.

Best friends at the zoo

And actually while school is getting ready to pick up in terms of supplying, I have really enjoyed spending more one on one time with Lochlan while Abby is at school. He's such a fun, sweet, happy lil boy.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Blogging as NICU Therapy: Guest Post at

I recently joined as a guest blogger. This website is an amazing resource and support system for those who have a preemie. Each month I will blog about my experience. Below is a sample of my very first post. To read more, click on the link.

Blogging as NICU Therapy

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Thursday, May 10, 2012

Happy birthday baby!

Baby? No, not so much anymore! A two year old! A walking, talking, dancing, climbing, happy two year old! Yowza!

So much to say yet I've completely forgotten almost all of what I've been meaning to write down!
Lochlan is the most amazing little boy I know and I think, will ever know. He is such a delight. He absolutely LOVES to dance. His favourite song is "Tonight is the night" by Outasight. He gets his arms going and gosh it's so stinkin' cute! (see previous post for evidence!) He break dances (falls on the ground and gets back up and even in the car he loves to "dance." Well okay, wiggle and wave his arms and have this huge grin on his face. He'll say, "Abby, dance!" And even request to hear songs.

And the boy has some manners! Last week, I sneezed and I heard this little "bless you." Really? *heart melts*

For his birthday this year, (pics to come) we went to the park to start with the kids. Lochlan absolutely loves being outside so I thought where better to be to celebrate his birthday than outside! He ran around that playground, went for a swing, then another swing, yet another....slid down a few slides, saw the ducks, played in the sand, and just kept running and giggling.

Afterwards, we went back to our house where Rob's mom and Caelyn, Dee & Cole had decorated for us. (THANK YOU!) and had all the party favors ready to go. (Beta fish complete with the bowl, fish food, the little colourful rocks, and some greenery. ("weeds") Thank you to Kirstie for the idea and for getting them.

So we had a visit and a BBQ of hotdogs, no scratch that - ginormous hotdogs, and hamburgers, and potato salad and a pasta salad. Just  your classic BBQ meal. And chippies of course and cake.

Yes, the cake. Lochlan tried to blow out the candles....hee hee. He had to have a little help. But he certainly tried! I cut up the cake and handed it out, and a present was given to Loch and wouldn't you know it, I totally forgot to give him his cake!!!! So now, that's 2 birthdays in a row, he hasn't had a piece of his own cake!!! (Last year he was too young and didn't care about the cake - we tried but he just wasn't interested!)

So I thought that was pretty fuuny. Sorry buddy! I'm sure you'll make up for it in years to come. Actually, Abby was all excited about her piece and she didn't even eat hers. No interest. Not a cake fan I guess.

Thank you to everyone who came to celebrate Lochlan's birthday. Later that evening, we went to a wedding reception. We took Abby & Loch with us. They were so excited to be dancing that Loch turned to run back to the dance floor, and Abby was running back the other way, and they collided. BIG goose egg. HUGE! Scared me somethin' good. There were lots of little ones running around and it made me very nervous. Especially after that!

But that didn't slow Lochlan down. He continued to run around and dance his little heart out and to climb the stairs on the stage and scoot himself down again, and to run around again....It was definitely time to go home. It was pretty exhausting chasing after him. Couldn't he just stay in one spot????!!

Um no.

Our kids have never been ones to just chill. They are super busy and interested.

So that was bonk #1. Oh yes, there was another one.

Tuesday night, I was preparing supper and Lochlan kept trying to help me cook. He likes to push the chair over to the stove and stand up on it. Yes - good times! I kept putting him back down. I even took him and sat him on the naughty step and he sat there for a minute or so. (surprisingly he actually sat there!) But that was a game to him and he was right back to getting up on the chair. Well, I was just about to put him back down, when NOSE DIVE - he fell head first into the floor. I screamed. Yes I screamed. Thankfully, he cried right away. He didn't get a huge goose egg like the one on Saturday night but he definitely bumped it hard. Right on the top on his forehead in the center. Geez Louise!

I was nervous about leaving him with a new sitter who was set to arrive any minute. But he was okay. Thank God. And I asked her to check on him after he was sleeping.

I would like to take him to see the nurses and doctors in the NICU but I think I'll wait until his bruises go away!!! Sheesh!

I have recently become a guest blogger for My first post is yet to come but please do check out the website. It is a great resource for parents of preemies - especially those who are just beginning this crazy journey.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Bust a move and special infant clinic

Lochlan had his appointment with the Special Infant Development clinic last week. He continues to astound them. In fact, the speech therapist said that he was using the 24 month checklist by mistake and that he was passing it with flying colours! (He should have been using the 18month checklist!!!) And that he is considered "advanced." Go LOCHLAN!!!! We already knew though that he is doing superb in the language department. The amount of words he uses and how he communicates is so amazing. He is still on the list for speech program until after junior kindergarten since he was referred way back when. Because he is on the list, we could bypass the wait and all it would take to see someone about any issues would be to pick up the phone. So I decided to keep him on the list just in case there is an issue over the next few years. I'd hate to take him off and then discover an issue and then need to be placed on a waiting list.

Loch is now 20lbs, 1 3/4 ounces. So nice to finally have him officially over 20lbs!!! Still so small. My goodness our nephew towers over him and they are about the same age.  But good things come in small packages isn't that what they say!!!

The doctor did say that he has low tone in his body and that he still walks (or runs - ha ha) with his arms up for balance and goes up on his toes a bit when he walks. But she said he is still quite a small boy and it's to be expected.

He is supposed to be seeing Dr. Arthur this month for his eyes. (just a checkup) and then Dr. Flavin his respiratory doctor next month as well as the ear nose and throat doctor where we will find out if he needs to have surgery to put tubes in his ears to drain the excess fluid. Praying he doesn't!

Here is a pic from Easter. Since my iPod has been broken I haven't been able to take regular pictures. Must get a camera!!!!!!  (So this was taken with Rob's iPhone) How cute are they?!

And of course Princess Abby!!! (with her jammies underneath!)

And the boy and girl have some moves!!! For your viewing pleasure:

Friday, March 23, 2012

Follow up

It's so very nice to home and back into our routine.  When Lochlan came home from the hospital he was very excited. He immediately went to the door to our basement and said "downstairs?" He wanted to go to the toy room! And we did. He enjoyed playing with many many toys and hamming it up for Auntie Noni.

It actually took him a little bit to get his legs back if you will. He'd been in the crib and didn't have too many chances to stretch his legs. So he was walking kinda funny for a few days. He had to continue his antibiotics for 3 days, 3 times a day. He didn't mind the taste of it. It was the Tami-flu that he didn't like very much. Turns out Lochlan had RSV in addition to pneumonia but he didn't have the flu. They had given him the Tami-flu as a precaution since the tests took a few days to come back. But he still had to finish the meds. It is a bit frustrating that he didn't qualify for the RSV shots this year and ended up getting RSV. Although the doctor did say that two babies ended up getting RSV even though they got the shot. So we'll never know.

We went to see Dr. Moore, his pediatrician on Monday. We were fortunate to have a pre-scheduled appointment which could also be used as a follow up from the hospital stay. Lochlan was VERY skittish about the nurse coming near him. We've never had a problem weighing him and that day, he would have none of it. It took A LOT of persuasion to get him to sit on the scale. A LOT! I ended up giving him a tape measure to hold and sang him "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star." He weighed in at 19lbs, 15 3/4 ounces. A quarter of an ounce away from 20lbs!!!! Woo-hoo! He has slowed down in his weight gain I will say that. But he is sooo busy! Always on the move running and dancing and going up and down stairs and climbing and oh my goodness he's so busy. Plus being sick set him back since he wasn't really eating very much. Understandably so. I'm okay with him being 20lbs. Dr. Moore is okay with him being 20lbs. He's still on the growth curve chart. He was 1lb, 12oz when he was born. I think gaining 19 lbs is a pretty good accomplishment.  And he's surpassing any expectation developmentally. He is amazing.

They measure his height and I can't remember if he was just shy of 30 inches or 31 inches. Eek. I'm usually really good at remembering. Probably had something to do with the fact that he was crying and kicking and screaming and trying to get back into my arms!!! Yeah, probably.

I do think she said he was just shy of 31 inches. So I'll go with that! I know he no longer fits in his 12 month jammies. He wears the 18 months ones now. Just for the length. He still wears 12 month shirts and pants.

Our weather has been uncharacteristically warm the past week. Like we're talking early summer weather. We went from winter right to summer. Crazy. It's been super nice to be able to wear shorts and t-shirts and sandals. But really? It's not supposed to happen for at least another couple of months. It's gone as high as 24 degrees I think. The normal max high is 12! So we've been smashing records set back in the 1970s. Which the other day was double the record high. It's supposed to go back down to a high of 8 tomorrow. And someone was saying there's a chance to flurries next week. Go figure!

Anyway, I had to go out and buy Lochlan and Abby some shorts and t-shirts due to the warm temperatures. I only bought Loch one pair of shorts. I had a feeling this nice weather wouldn't be here to stay. No sense in spending money when you don't need to!!!

Oh, before I go, I need to tell you about a super cute thing that happened a week or so before Loch went into the hospital. He had closed the door and the door handle hit Abby in the face and Abby of course got upset and came running to me. So I told Lochlan that he'd hurt Abby and said: "What do you say?" He goes: "Sorry!"

He gets it. And it warmed both our hearts.

Stay tuned for some super cool dance moves in the next post I finally captured on video.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

The waiting game...and HOME!

  Lochlan is feeling much much better. He's back to his funny joyful self. He's eating well and quite frankly is getting rather bored. Not much to do in a tiny hospital room, and mostly just his crib since he's still hooked up to his IV and can't move around too much. (doesn't stop him from trying!)

His oxygen prongs were removed yesterday but he still needs his IV to give him his antibiotics. REALLY hoping he's almost finished with the meds and can come home very soon. We were ready yesterday! The doctors didn't come by yesterday to tell us what the plan is so we're feeling a little in the dark. And anxious. Very very anxious. Ready for our little boy to be home. 

I do know the nurse told Rob yesterday that the dietician is monitoring Lochlan's calories and is concerned that he isn't getting enough. And could possibly decide to put an NG tube in to get his weight up. (that is a small tube that goes down his nose and into his stomach)

No thanks.

Lochlan is back to eating pretty much normally now and he hasn't lost weight since being in here. There was 200grams difference but that's because when he was first weighed he was wearing clothes and a diaper. The second time, he was naked.

He's not all of a sudden going to gain 2 lbs!!! So we would be having a serious discussion over that recommendation! Besides I really don't think it would last long before being taken out by an annoyed 22 month old!

Despite the hoe hum of the days, Lochlan enjoys flirting with the nurses. Blowing them kisses and giving them flirty eyes, and waving bye. Actually it was pretty funny last night when the nurse was in she was doing a few tasks and all of a sudden Lochlan starting blowing kisses and saying "bye!" As in, okay, I'm good now, that's enough!

I really wish I could give him a proper bath. Even changing his clothes is difficult because of his IV. We need help to get his arm out of the shirt since we can't just pull it through the tube. And quite frankly, his hand with the IV is really starting to stink! Pee-EW!!


The doctor just came in and asked how he was doing. How he was eating, etc. And she asked: "Do you think he's able to go home?" (YES YES YES!!!!)

Then when I said, yes, she said thank you!

I feel like a new woman!  Tired after a second rough night of little to no sleep because Lochlan wouldn't let me go to lay down to go to sleep? Or when he'd finally get settle the nurse would have to come in to do puffers or check his stats or give him meds....NOPE NOT TIRED NOW!!!!!

Please oh please God, let this be the day!!!!

Actually getting back to last night, it really was difficult. I tried leaving the room so he could fall asleep (he was tired) but when I got back 20 mins later or so, he was not very happy. Then he clung to was like he thought I would leave him for the night if he fell asleep or if he did get to sleep, he would just be woken up again by a strange lady in a silly mask and gown poking and prodding him! I had to literally keep my hands on his back when I finally got him to lay down.  Then I would try to scootch away. No, not having it. I was really getting frustrated. I finally got him settled and he slept for a bit then it would start all over again. Good times. So cannot wait to get into a routine again (at home!)

So YES YES YES YES YES YES, we are ready to go home!!!


We get to go home!!! Waiting for his last dose of IV antibiotics and then we are off!!! YES!

Friday, March 9, 2012

One day closer to coming home

I must admit: I'm a little frustrated right now as I write this. Perhaps I should wait....


I'll start with the good things and maybe that will diffuse my irritation!

Lochlan is on the mend! He is getting stronger and stronger with each passing day. He was started on room air around 4pm. He needs to be on room air and monitored for 24 hours before he can go home. So this is an excellent start!

He is starting to stand up in the crib and wanting to push all the fancy buttons that surround the crib....just the ones that call for help and turn on the oxygen and suctioning and all that fun stuff.

Oh and he's even intrigued by the end of the crib where the mattress is raised. "Oh what good times can be had by sticking my feet down there?" Oh I don't know....falling through! He hasn't but he sure could get stuck in there I'm sure! And I wouldn't put it past him to crawl over the bars and fall smack on the hard floor. So, no thanks! Not really into that.

He's also into checking out his IV site. It's wrapped really well but that doesn't stop him from investigating and trying to bite it off or to stick parts in his mouth.  He even thinks its funny to put the end of one of the stat probes in his mouth. And taunting me too! "Momma!" I look and he's grinning with the probe hanging out of his mouth.

Giving him a bath yesterday was loads of fun. Since he can't stray too far from the crib since the oxygen tube only goes so far, we have to bath him in the baby tub in his crib. Thankfully we stripped his crib of sheets but that didn't help the floor from getting washed! I gave him a few toys to play with and he thought it would be fun to scoop up some water and throw it over the side of the bath.

Good times.

Note to matter how stinky he gets, or how much food or snot is stuck to his forehead or hair, do not bathe the toddler in the baby bath on the crib!

Sponge bath...maybe.

Bath at home when we blow this popstand? Absolutely!!! (please be tomorrow!!!!!)

Loch is eating more. And playing with his food more. As in, let's see if dipping a carrot in ice cream or pudding will taste good. What about the broccoli?  Or maybe if I take that straw and dip it and fling it around that would be neat.

Yes, feeling better.

They've put him on pediasure to try to get some extra calories in him. When he was in triage he weighed 19lbs, 10.6 ounces. (with clothes and a diaper!) Apparently today he was 200 grams less but that was without any clothes or a diaper on.  But the nutrition people want him to have 3 pediasure's a day. Three! Ha! We're lucky if he'll take a few sips here and there.
"Milk? Oh yes, it's milk. Here you go!"
Sip sip....
"Momma? Gilk!"


So we're trying a mix of mostly milk and a little bit of the yucky shake...I mean most delicious drink.

Tonight was not exactly what I thought would go down. I was planning getting Lochlan settled and then kicking back with a movie. (ha ha kicking back....on a pullout chair huddled over a laptop...okay actually that still sounds pretty fancy considering...) But the Loch man had different ideas. He decided it would be fun to stay up as long as possible! Actually I thought for sure he was ready for bed. We read stories, brushed his teeth, all that routine stuff. He was rubbing his eyes....then I realized his stat wire thingamajig was off of his I asked the nurse to put it back on him so he wouldn't be disturbed while he was sleeping. Well....perhaps that was mistake #1.

That unsettled him pretty quick. Then it was phone ringing.... Lochlan "hello?"

Snuggle snuggle. more songs.

Then the nurse came in for stats and puffers and his toe thing had fallen off again!!!

ring ring "hello?"

more songs...

Still wasn't settling. I think at this point he was leaning over the side of the crib and reaching for the IV bag and poking it and giggling.  Hmmm.....

ring ring...."hello?"

Then it was time for his meds. And the toe stat wire thingy was off again so she put it back on.
Finally got him settled and he was sleeping when....BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!

Are you fricken kidding me???!!!!! His O2 stats dropped to 88-89 and to not set the alarm off it has to stay above 92. I knew it was possible ...something to do with something....different rhythms and deeper breathing....something....K....

Anyway, so that was in itself already a bit frustrating. But no, it was the fact that the machine was left running and therefore beeping every minute unless I pushed the silence button...every min. Poor thing is trying to sleep. Surprisingly that didn't bug him. (good to know for all those times we tiptoe around at home!)

Then his medicine infusion was complete and the alarm for that went I told the really hot guy that came in....oh...sorry that was just supposed to be in my head....correction: the nurse that came in about the oxygen stats and the constant beeping. So he informed Loch's nurse who came in about 5mins later with the nurse that had tried (and failed) to put the IV in his arm 3 times! No biggie. I had forgiven her. But what I found frustrating was that they weren't using their super duper little boy is sleeping, let's try not to wake him voice.....oh no it was loud and okay....I can get over that....but it of course woke Loch up. So they decided to suction him. Why not learn on the little boy that's already super tired and upset and okay, you student nurse stick the big tube down his nose and suck out all the mucus. Oh and since it wasn't sucking out anything, crank that sucker up! Oh there it is. Okay, but just to make sure let's do both nostrils 2 times...Still freaking out little boy, not to worry, we'll try this side one more time.

Poor little guy was traumatized. No wonder he freaks out when the nurses go anywhere near his nose. Even when I try to wipe his nose with a kleenex he freaks out and turns his head or covers his nose.

I will admit he sounds a lot better....but his stats didn't change all that much. And the nurse was waiting for his number to hit 92 before turning it off and leaving. (for the record it hit it once....if it was me, he should have been consistently at 92 before the machine was off) Granted, I am comfortable with how he sounds and how's he's acting to not be concerned about him. But still....

I do think his probe or whatever you call it is on upside down so that could have something to do with it.

I really hope I'm not being too hard on the nurses. They do great work. They really do. I was just irritated tonight because I don't think some things were thought through and I was getting tired because Lochlan wouldn't settle and I needed a break....

On a side note, I'm feeling much better! No more constant coughing jags!! Woo-hoo! I slept way better last night (cause I actually got some sleep!) and I wasn't coughing very much during the day today either! YES! My voice is even starting to sound like me again. Not some 1-900 #!

So on that note, I should hit the hay. Could be a big homecoming tomorrow to celebrate!! : )

Thursday, March 8, 2012

E.R. visits and pneumonia

Unforunately our family has been plagued with sickness for the past few weeks. First Rob, then Abby who had a terrible cold/flu. We even rushed to emerg in the middle of the night after she randomly gagged/threw up. (there were other things that led to this decision - including a phone call to TeleHealth.)

On the way down, it was like she was a totally different girl. Talking about how pretty the lights were and just being super chatty. She didn't even want to sleep while we were at the hospital. 3 hours later, it turned out she was okay. Just had a terrible cough/cold/flu thing happening. No pneumonia. Although she did have an x-ray to rule that out.

She has recovered quite nicely. I started to develop a cough and it has been getting the best of me recently. No other symptoms, just this nagging cough that really keeps me up at night and hits me at some points during the day too. So annoying!!!!

A day or two later after our emerg visit with Abby, (Thursday/Friday) Lochlan got sick.  Very sick. He seemed to be holding his own though and was perking up a little.  Enough so that on Saturday, Rob and I felt comfortable traveling for a wedding while Loch and Abby stayed with my mom overnight. He slept a lot. I knew when Rob brought him home, that he was really not feeling well at all. We monitored him and decided to keep giving him the Tylenol/Advil combo.

Monday morning he was up just after 7 and was super tired still and just wanted to snuggle. I put him down for a nap at 9:30 and went in to check on him quite frequently. Around 11:30, I noticed that he was breathing more rapidly and didn't look very good. Rob's sister, Fiona is a nurse and came over (she lives across the street - definitely a perk!) And agreed that he definitely needed to go to emerg. I got the car and our bag ready and took Lochlan from his crib and into the carseat. He looked terrible.

The whole drive down to the hospital, I kept checking my rearview mirror and talking to him. I was really really worried. He did not look good. And I was starting to get very very scared.

We got to the hospital (Children's Outpatient) and had to wait in triage for a bit. Once he was seen, she whisked him into the back room to immediately be put on oxygen and have the doctors look at him. He was sat'ing in the mid-high 80s.

I had to hold the oxygen mask hovered over his face to blow the oxygen into it. They tried nose prongs, but he did  not like that at all. So we went back to the face mask. Which they finally just put over his head. Because he required extra oxygen, he had to be admitted to the hospital. And we couldn't just drive him over to the other hospital (where the peds and admittance is) because he needed the O2, so we had to wait to go over in an ambulance. Good times.They took a chest x-ray and it showed he had pneumonia in his right lung. When the ambulance finally arrived, they hooked him up to a special car seat belt thing. He looked so tiny on that stretcher. Rob took the stroller and other items while I went with Loch in the ambulance. I held his little hand the entire time.

We arrived on KIDD 10 (the pediatrics wing) where we were a year and a half ago.Talk about memories. It's so very overwhelming seeing your kid lying in a hospital bed. Memories of the past came flooding back.  It was like, "here we go again."

The doctors decided to put in an I.V. to help deliver the antibiotics and give him extra hydration. It took 4 tries to get it in. FOUR! Poor little monkey. The one nurse tried 3 times and then finally another nurse tried and was successful. If that didn't work I was going to lose it I think. The veins kept bruising is what they told me. I stayed with him while they were doing that because I knew he would want me to be there with him and hold his hand. I hated it. He hated it. I don't blame him. It was very frustrating.

So now it is a waiting game. We wait for him to get better. Wait for him to not need to extra oxygen. Where he can breathe again on his own. Then we can go home and put this behind us.

Rob and I stayed with him Monday night, and I slept overnight and hung out with him Tuesday during the day. Then after school, Rob brought Abby in for a visit and then I took her home and Rob stayed overnight and all day Wednesday. Abby is very worried about her little brother and keeps saying that she misses him. Wednesday morning, we had some good quality time and then I had to get ready to teach. She said she wanted to go to the doctors to visit Loch. I told her we wouldn't be doing that until later because I had to work. She said, "hey mom, I have an idea! You can drop me off at the hospital and then go to your class and teach the children!" Cute girl.  Unfortunately that wasn't going to work.

He has perked up a little bit. Starting to want to eat a bit and we read stories last night and he played with a toy for a few minutes. He just wants to snuggle mostly and was a big cling master and didn't want to let me go. He has had to be suctioned a few times which is loads of fun. They stick this tube down his nose and it sucks out all the mucus. It's very thick. And he hates it (wouldn't you?) but it helps him breathe better so it's for the best. Anytime though a nurse or doctor gets near him, he starts freaking out. I don't blame him! He is in isolation on the floor since it's contagious and we don't want him to infect anyone else that is in critical care.  So the nurses/doctors have to wear masks and gowns and gloves.

Thank you to our family and friends for your help. For being supportive, for watching Abby, for hanging out with Lochlan, for meals, for tea and coffee, for everything. We appreciate it so much.

And thank you to you for your thoughts and prayers and healthy vibes and well wishes.

We REALLY hope our little man can come home this weekend. Heal quickly my love.

Saturday, February 25, 2012


I'm working on a blog...I really am. Please check back soon. It's almost done...I've been slacking because I wanted to add pics and video and my iPod crashed. EEEK!

Friday, January 13, 2012

Walking, dancing, singing

Lochlan went to the Ear Nose and Throat clinic a few weeks ago and we were told that he may need to have ear tubes put in to help drain the congestion in his ear. I was quite surprised to hear this as I really think that he hears quite well. And he does but if I remember correctly it was the super low frequencies in his one ear. So he has a follow up appointment in a few months and we'll know then if they need to schedule the surgery or not. Hopefully not! He'd have to go under again and yeah, that's a little nerve-wracking and brings back a lot of memories.

He is doing so well these days. He's walking all the time. Falling down quite a bit but walking. It's so cute. Especially outside in the snow. Today he literally giggled as he walked out the door and down the walkway. (as a side note he started walking more than crawling just after the New Year - around Jan 2nd or 3rd.

Here is a super short video of him walking (and falling down!) He was very tired. He does fall down quite a bit but usually not that much!

And his vocabulary is increasing on a daily basis. He really likes to repeat words and expressions.

His favourite words these days: toast, no (or no no no!), apple (applies to oranges too), peeze (please), juice (really just means a drink), hello, bye bye, baby, Ab (for Abby), cheese

He also likes to sing "Bob, the Builder" from the theme song, and told me the other morning "mama, the toast popped!" And he gave something to Abby once and said "here you go!"

It's nice to be able to have a little bit of an understanding of what he's trying to say. He totally gets what we're saying. Well most of it anyway!

He's got a full set of teeth now. He cut the majority of the last ones all at once. I remember looking in his mouth and seeing so many pieces poking through at the same time. Poor thing! But now they are all in! Good job buddy!

I gave him his first haircut just before Christmas. We were over the mullet look. Poppa held him, I trimmed the back of his hair and Nana took some pics. (which I have to get a copy of!)

Abby's due for one. I'm thinking of getting it all cut off nice and short. Not boyish but short enough that it won't get tangled. She hates having her hair brushed. And anytime I put it up, or do anything nice with it, it's a struggle to get done and then 5-10mins later, it's out and messed up again. So we'll cut it off and then let it grow and it should be long again for when she starts school in the fall.

We've been doing some Pre-K books. We call it her "homework." She really loves it and is quite good at answering the questions or doing what it asks. Hoping and praying she'll be as excited years down the road!

It's hard to believe that Abby will be starting school this year and that Lochlan will be 2 in less than 4 months. They've both had big growth spurts. Abby outgrew pretty much all of her clothes in the last few weeks. Had to have a mini shopping spree for her! And Lochlan is growing growing growing too! Almost in 18 months jammies. Still getting away with the 12 months size but they are getting a little short on his arms and his legs are almost too long for them now too. So in a few weeks I'm sure we'll be making that transition! Amazing to think he was in 0-3, and 3-6 months clothes for a year and now in the last 6 months, he's jumped sizes so fast! He wears 12 months pants now too!!! His waist has finally caught up! So he wears 12-18 months clothes. Woo-hoo!

And I think he's about 19-20 pounds. The stinker won't let me put him on the scale! And I haven't taken the time to weigh him in my arms and subtract the difference.  He doesn't have an official doctor's appointment until March 19th with Dr. Moore.  Hopefully by then he'll be 22 pounds. That's the goal I'm setting!

Anyway, here are a pics and videos to enjoy!

Lochlan dancing with Abby and Ryan

And Abby singing an original song:

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Christmas post coming soon

So much to update! We have a walker! It was quite a moment for me tonight when I got home from work that Lochlan walked to greet me saying "momma" rather than crawling at a high speed!
He walks 95% of the time now. Actually could be closer to 99%! lol

A huge milestone!

More to come...